Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Another sleepless night...

I got the call tonight...though I already knew what the answer would be. I was hoping the Dr was wrong yesterday.

He told me before I left the room that he suspected it was cancer and wanted to warn me then so that it wouldn't be too much of a shock today. Not just the one lump, but both. So there it is. *Sigh* I'm uncertain what to do at this point, I was given a phone number to "start the process" whatever that might be. I'll call MY Doctor later today and see what she has to say. Thanks for all the prayers...and even though the outcome wasn't what any of us hoped, I'm a firm believer that everything has a purpose. There is a reason for this and something good will come of it, we only have to wait, believe and see what happens. I have to say, I'm really not surprised. My body has been trying to tell me something for a very long time it just took a long time to find the answer. So don't worry about me, one way or another, everything will turn out as the Lord wills and I'm ok with that. The only thing I worry about is telling my Mom. She will need the prayers now.

I'm thinking of the irony of this message, it seems like such a downer. And yet a week or so ago someone gave me a sunshine award. LOL I wonder if there is a moonshine award? I might just have to make one up! I'm not a drinking person (though lately I've had quite a few for various reasons) but I sure could use something tonight. What a thought?!?! Forgive me Lord! LOL

I may be MIA for a while until I wrap my brain around it all. In the meanwhile, here are some *HUGS* to tide you over.

4 comments:

nutmegg said...

Hi DJ, so sorry to hear your bad news, but I love your positive attitude and that is what will carry you through and your many friends with their prayers and you certainly have mine,take care my good friend and know I'm always here for you, here's my email if you ever need some-one to talk to yell at or cry with don't hesitate to get in contact nutmegg101947@hotmail.com Love and Hugs to you Margaret...xoxo

Jo said...

My heart and prayers go out to you DJ, we're all rooting for you. xxx

Mylene said...

I am sosorry to hear of the bad news, DJ. Continued prayers coming your way. Keep strong and take care.

Charlene ♥ SC said...

We never really know how we'll react when "that call" comes, but it sounds like you've got the best possible attitude - and THAT helps. Hope you can feel the cyber hugs coming your way, and please do keep us posted about what you're deciding. My peaceful wishes are with you, your family,and especially Mom!